Instead of celebrating this day curled up in the Bella position, I am here at work trying to be productive. Actually for a WHOLE week I was fine: no moaping, no crying (even if I could cry), NOTHING. Then I thought: is that bad of me to move on after a month and a half? How could I go on like nothing ever happened? Then I went back to being sad and depressed again. One would think after what Guillermo texted me I would just forget him, but of course not me. Like what he would tell me when I would start with the relationship issue: I always over think things. That's gonna be my new motto for 2010 (or until I give up because I can't just stick to something lol): just roll with it. Let's see how long that lasts..LOL!
Anyway, that surprise that Robert had for me last weekend? Nope it wasn't Guillermo (and of course I let Robert have it by smacking him with my Cathedral sweater) but Ruben got me a set of Star Wars pens with the crazy hair on top. Very cute and of course I couldn't break the family's heart by saying I gave up Star Wars after the break up so I took them and now use them at work when I'm bored. Robert gave me his favorite Salesian sweatshirt for me to have (finally after how many years we'd been out of high school! lol). Of course it's hella huge on me, but at least I got one now. FYI: Will's not happy about the sweatshirt now. Oh wells!
Oh and I have officially became those single guys that bring a child to a park and pick up women! Like that commerical with the guys borrowing puppies to pick up girls (my favorite part is the guy with the cute pug and he says the pug's his first mate....AWWW....fyi any guy that has a pup with him has won my heart!) So last night in the freezing cold I took Matty to his basketball practice. While sitting down, this guy (obliviously a parent because he's always there with his son) starts talking to me about Matty! Mind you, this guy NEVER talks to me since basketball season started. We talked for a little until he got tired and went to his chair (he has a broken leg). I told my mom that night that I have officially became a "pimp" because of Matty.
Oh and another Guillermo-related issue: I was watching the Closer on DVD (that has became my favorite show since we don't have cable anymore) and Fritz proposes to Brenda while they were at the doctor. He takes out the tiny box (light blue with white ribbon around it) and gives her the ring. OMG! Major moment for me!! I even tweeted about that part: If Guillermo comes back and gives me some sort of jewelry (not an engagement ring of course) I want him to pull out a box like that. If I get engaged, I want the box like that (even the bag it came in was light blue!)
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