My crazy dream (non Twilight so don't worry hehehe)

So there are 3 guys that were the main focus of the party, but sadly I can only remember one and his name's Walter. Apparently this Walter guy is a major player that pretends he's Mr Perfect but is really a jerk (according to Guillermo and the other girls that were there). So Guillermo leaves me to go referee the 2 guys that went outside and I was left with the rest of the group, Walter included. He (Walter) starts flirting with me but of course I turn him down. This guy, in my dream and hopefully he's not like this in real life, becomes this major stalker and follows me around the ESPN Zone, including THE BATHROOM!! Yes this guy's hella strange!


After the bathroom incident, I go back to the table and ask Diana (nice dressed Diana, but I don't think she went to the party in RL) where G was. MAJOR ATTITUDE she gave me so I grabbed my purse and went to look for G. At that moment, I saw Walter (crazy, stalker freak) walking by with SECURITY towards the door. I decided to follow them and see if G was outside. Sure enough, there was G with the 2 guys that were fighting and he was just standing there. Freaky, stalker guy Walter brought out security to arrest the 2 guys but not G, so I grabbed him and told him I wanted to leave already. G agreed and we were about to turn around when crazy, stalker Walter came back and grabbed my arm, saying we couldn't leave yet.G pushed him back, saying not to grab his girlfriend (aww..) like that.

We turned around and was about to walk away when crazy, stalker Walter started laughing at G and said something that I don't remember. I turned around and looked at crazy, stalker Walter and said, "What?" Crazy, stalker Walter said, "You're his girlfriend? That's not what he told me." I turned around and reply "WHAT?" Walter, still laughing, continues against Guillermo's constant "shut the hell up Walter".

"Yeah Jess you should hear all the stuff Mo says about you. 'Oh I have this girl that's so easy I love it.' 'Oh this girl's so stupid and pathetic that I can toss her a stupid complement and she's down on me in seconds' and..oh Jess this is my favorite part...'Dude, once I screw her, I'm dumping her easy ass!"
I was so hella pissed at Guillermo during Walter's drunk confession that I didn't know what to do.  I didn't seem like I was going to cry but when G was trying to calm me down and I just looked at him and punched him hard! Yes yours truly punched a guy and broke his nose and gave him a black eye. I'm so proud of myself.

So how did I get home? 2 versions (why 2 I don't know LOL).
1. I called Robert and he picked me up and made up.
2. I actually drove over to LA Live and met G there. After the fight I went back to my car and drove home.

But in both versions, I had to put ice on my hand because I hit him so hard, it buised my hand. After the fact, I was in hella a lot of pain too. LOL.

Wouldn't that be crazy that G pisses or hurts me so badly I would literally punch him? As if cute and adorable me would do that! hehehhe...

New Jess is finally taking over (for now at least!)

Another weekend went by and still no word from Guillermo about going out.  Assuming the only way to get his attention is by waving McDonald Happy Meals in front of him, I pretty much gave up on the whole reconciliation idea.  It was good while it lasted (only 1 outing and then the almost sleep over at his house), but I guess our 7 month break up changed everything. 

Instead of me texting him and officially breaking up, I decided (and with my Bestie's consistent approval of anything Guillermo related LOL) to play it HIS way.  My plan:  break up with Guillermo but not tell him.  Then when he finally decides to go out with me, I'll go but then confront him with the million dollar question: "what the hell do you want to do? make it official or not?"

I mean, if Guillermo treated me like a girlfriend, I would not be having these issues, but he never treated me like one. Except when we went to Pershing Square last summer and then to the beach, but of course it was because he was leaving to Denver that week.  He treats me like his best friend in public, but when we go back to his house and especially around his parents, he treats me like his girlfriend. 

Of course my "sorority sisters" who are supposed to stand by me and support me thinks I'm crazy.  They have even resorted to talking about me on Facebook, saying how "ignorant" I am with this whole thing. Yes I should have just moved on, but how could I when he's been such a part of my life for 2 years?  Plus the fact I still love him. 

Last night my bestie and me went to a book signing and I fell in love with it.  It made me realize I didn't need Guillermo to have fun, though there are some things that I would like to do with him.  I think my crazy plan might just work and hopefully when I do see Guillermo again, it won't be the last time.