Another weekend went by and still no word from Guillermo about going out. Assuming the only way to get his attention is by waving McDonald Happy Meals in front of him, I pretty much gave up on the whole reconciliation idea. It was good while it lasted (only 1 outing and then the almost sleep over at his house), but I guess our 7 month break up changed everything.
Instead of me texting him and officially breaking up, I decided (and with my Bestie's consistent approval of anything Guillermo related LOL) to play it HIS way. My plan: break up with Guillermo but not tell him. Then when he finally decides to go out with me, I'll go but then confront him with the million dollar question: "what the hell do you want to do? make it official or not?"
I mean, if Guillermo treated me like a girlfriend, I would not be having these issues, but he never treated me like one. Except when we went to Pershing Square last summer and then to the beach, but of course it was because he was leaving to Denver that week. He treats me like his best friend in public, but when we go back to his house and especially around his parents, he treats me like his girlfriend.
Of course my "sorority sisters" who are supposed to stand by me and support me thinks I'm crazy. They have even resorted to talking about me on Facebook, saying how "ignorant" I am with this whole thing. Yes I should have just moved on, but how could I when he's been such a part of my life for 2 years? Plus the fact I still love him.
Last night my bestie and me went to a book signing and I fell in love with it. It made me realize I didn't need Guillermo to have fun, though there are some things that I would like to do with him. I think my crazy plan might just work and hopefully when I do see Guillermo again, it won't be the last time.
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