New Moon revelations

I was so planning on going to see New Moon at midnight Thursday but 2 things happened:

1. Matty wanted to go
2. Once we convinced him to stay behind, the tickets were sold out.

Ruben, my dad, even surprised me to get tickets to take me but he too couldn't find any.  That really shows me he's stepping up, though it's 18 years too late but at least he's trying.

Revelations:
1. No matter how much I try, Guillermo will NEVER be Edward to me.  Yes when we first met and went out and had our first kiss, it was love but he's just not like Edward. 

Will Guillermo give up his life for me? He said he would but then started if the attack wasn't lifethreatening he wouldn't so NO. 
Will Guillermo protect me from harm?  *refer to above answer*
Will Guillermo basically be as romantic and loving as Edward? HELL NO! *

**Except that one night before he left to Denver. Maybe because he wanted to get some but for those 3 hours before the fact, Guillermo was a different guy.  He was the guy I loved and wanted.  We went to Pershing Square in Downtown and he was holding me duirng the movie.  Then we went to the Pier and things were so perfect.  We were holding hands, he put his arms around me, and every few minutes he would pull me in and sneak kisses.  That was one of the best dates we had in over a year, but when he came back from Denver, that Guillermo that I loved was gone. :(

Anyway, watching New Moon made me realize: 

1. If you have an Edward relationship, he's gonna hurt you and leave you in the forest huddled in the fetual position.

2. If you have a Jake friend, stick with him because no matter what, he won't hurt you.

It's been 2 weeks since I've seen Guillermo and in a way, I'm like Bella.  Hopefully I'll find that Jake and if someone comes that Guillermo went to Italy to ask the Voultri to kill him, I will just offer my sympanthy and move on with Jake.