I finally find the perfect guy...someone that I can have intelligent conversations with and feel so comfortable around. However, why do I feel like I'm cheating on Guillermo especially after the email he sent back?
Don't get me wrong: I am in love with Ade with my whole heart and soul. I can't think what life would be like without him and he loves me so much. He was even willing to come meet me at the mall for 5 minutes, then turn around and head home. What guy would do that for me?
However, I am still in love with Guillermo. I thought, after emailing him my semi goodbye, it would put a close to our complicated 3 year relationship. Instead, he replies back and said he will always have a place in him too. Then we are talking back and forth on Facebook (darn Facebook!) for over a week and I make such a huge mistake.
Guillermo tells me he hopes Ade treats me well and much better than he did. Which is true, but I tell him "Ade has one flaw: he's not you." Why the hell did I say that!! Do I even know what Guillermo has that Ade doesn't? No.
Mistake #2: During our last conversation, I tell Guillermo I miss him texting me. Am I doomed to mess up my wonderful and loving relationship with Ade, just to go back to a miserable, loveless relationship with Guillermo? What is wrong with me?
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