Never rely on mobile email because apparently my very good and deep post didn't go through! Anyway, it's almost been a week since Guillermo and me went out after 7 months and I promised myself (and my bestie and my sanity) I wouldn't read into this. What am I doing? Reading into the situation like always.
I always said all I wanted was my best friend, my WALL-E abuser Guillermo back. No strings attached, no hidden messages, no unofficial boyfriend Guillermo..NOTHING! Now I am wishing he would do something like that again. At least kiss me again! Yes I know if that happened, everything that we are trying to work for will probably be messed up again. I'm definitely like Bella when Edward came back at the end of "NEW MOON" because I needed Guillermo. It was as though a missing piece of me came back on Monday when I saw him and it reminded me of our first date.
When I was very sick, I would pray (yes contrary to my family and friends's beliefs, I DO pray!) to see Guillermo one last time and tell him everything, including how I feel. Maybe Monday was my chance to see him and tell him, but of course I didn't say anything. I hope I do get to see him again because I need him.
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