After a fun filled, work week I still haven't learned anything!

I knew June 1st was going to be the "make it or break it day" because when I was sick I gave myself till this day to get better. Why June 1st? Guillermo's birthday. I had thought this day would be the comeback day for us, me surprising him on his birthday and of course being better. Well the latter happened quickly but I was still on the deadline.

Since we had our text fight last month, I debated long and hard about even wishing Guillermo happy birthday. I mean, he didn't do that for me on my birthday and practically ruined it. Finally the nice Jess in me (I hate the nice Jess by the way) decided to do it and I FB him a generic birthday wish. He replies back that night and the mean Jess replies back, saying "If one of us was to have a good birthday I guess it was you." He replies back "Uhh..okay. Glad to be born then." Of course I could have came back with a meaner line but instead took it as a good sign and started talking to him. Guillermo didn't want to talk because he ended the conversation with "OK" I was hurt but more pissed because here I was, the one that actually didn't do anything this time, making the effort and Guillermo, who was at fault with this fight, didn't want to do anything about it.

I decided at that time, I wouldn't do anything about it anymore. I have other friends that I can hang out with and I didn't need Guillermo anymore. Well, in a way I do need the Guillermo that I was friends with. The one that promised to always be there for me, especially when it's important, but all that I've seen is the jerk Guillermo that just tossed me to the side. My co-worker, Cecy, who knows much about our drama too had said Guillermo could have been teasing me because he knew I would never make a scene in public but I took it literally. I thought about it but after how he acted last night, I think he really meant it.

This morning I decided to do the thing I should have done in the beginning (not really because I was heavily medicated so I could have ended up deleting everyone except him) I took Guillermo off my FB. I know I will never hear from him again, but if Guillermo ever decides he wants to work things out, he can text me or call me. I know I have said it so many times but somehow Guillermo and me always found our way back to each other, but I think now it's really really over and now I am through with him.