Crazy Edward/Twilight Dream!

You knew this would be coming when I would have an ACTUAL Twilight dream with Guillermo. LOL. It didn’t start off as a Twilight dream, or with Guillermo for that matter. It was just a normal, tv show inspired dream and, like in real life, Guillermo HAD to pop in somehow.


First, I was working on a case with Booth and Bones from “BONES” (if anyone remembers how much I LOVE that show and for a crazy few months wanted to become a forensic anthropologist), then it changes scenes. Bones was still there, but then it turned to Guillermo and me running towards a gate (it was a red gate, like the one from the garden center at Target. I was there all weekend btw.) Of course whenever I have dreams like this with him, we are always running away from something. I guess Guillermo and I are meant to always attract trouble---maybe that’s the reason for the drama we have between each other. Hmm…

Anyway, seeing the gate’s closing and only one person could get through, Guillermo pushes me through first and stays behind. Realizing what just happened, I get up and try to open the door but the door is electric so it automatically locked. This is the conversation just before the monsters get to him:

Guillermo: Get out of here, hurry.

Me: No I’m not leaving you, remember.

Guillermo: Hello! Why do you think I pushed you out first? Just go. I’ll be fine.

Me: No I’m not leaving.

Bones: *grabbing my arm* Come on Jess. You can’t save him. We have to go.

Guillermo: I’ll be fine. Just get out of here now.

Me: Fine. I’ll come back and save you. I promise.

Guillermo: I know you will.

So we leave and, like on TiVo, my dream skips through to the end. Bones and I are inside the garden center of Target (weird huh?) and the monsters turn out to be newborn vampires! Since they are newborns, they do not know the story about what happens in the light (they still think they will burn), so I was able to (somehow) bring a big spotlight and shine it in the room. They all leave except for the leader (could be Riley, who knows) who decides to let me fight off one of his new vampires: Guillermo!

So we are fighting (apparently I CAN fight with vampires; who knew!) at the same time I’m trying to get Guillermo to remember. Right as he’s about to bite me, he whispers “just play along.” So I pretend to be dead and once the leader is distracted by Guillermo, I come up and kill him. How did I do that? I don’t know but all I remember is both Guillermo and Booth (YES even poor Booth became a vampire) tearing the leader apart (a la Jasper and Emmett).

You’re wondering: How is this a Twilight/Edward dream? Well, after the fighting the guys realized (of course) they can’t go outside. Being a Twi-heart, I take Guillermo and put him towards the light and show him sparkling under the light. Here is the mini conversation:

Guillermo: Oh now I really have to read the books.

Me: Yes you do, especially if you want to be kissing me.

Guillermo: Why? Is there like a special vampire trick or something to kiss you?

Me: Try it and see what happens.

He leans over and kisses me but, like Edward, was having trouble. It was worst when, by accident, his tooth poked my lip and I started bleeding. Guillermo backs away while I was trying to clean my lip.

Me: Now you know what I mean. We are stopping by the house and I’m getting my books so you can start reading. Trust me, now you will have so much time you can finish reading those books in a couple of days.

A week from today I should have been going to the BSB concert...

Sadly all the posers that claim to be the Backstreet Boys's "biggest fans" bought all the tickets so now I have to stay home and do NOTHING.  Yes I could go to the semi free concert at Hollywood Park next week but my connection (aka Robert) is angry at me so I can't get in for free and get free drinks and food.    I was so excited today because I worked so much and I got a big paycheck.  I was going to buy my Ecplise tee and my Bella bracelet (read previous blog) but now when I checked my bank to make sure I had enough to order my internet (and not use the one at work) I was negative!!! The bank took all my money and I didn't even know! Grr Bank of America!  Now I am poor again (tomorrow I'm supposed to go by my step mother's art studio and pick up some money that she's gonna give me for voluteering at the school a couple weeks ago so I guess that's something)   How do you get someone to understand you don't want anything from him?  That's the latest issue between Guillermo and me.  Yes I broke and started talking to him but of course the conversation had to turn to "us."  I get the fact that things can't be the same because of the email (Grr...stupid email! I so regret sending that to him but I was a PMSing girl that was under pressure because someone's crazy boyfriend was calling the office giving death threats. Can you blame me?) but I don't want Guillermo like that anymore.  Trying to tell him that is much harder than having a deep conversation with him in person.  I feel bad hurting him like that, but I do miss him a lot.    Well it's almost time for me to leave one bad place and head to another bad place.  Also known as "Going to my aunt's house to watch the Laker game." Why?  Robert's pissed at me and most likely my aunt's pissed at me too for not calling.  Well I'm sorry but I have more pressing issues than remembering to call relatives that can also pick up the phone and call me too. Grr...to lazy relatives!   Yes I'm not in a happy mood today. Actually haven't been my happy self for this whole week. Definitely I do need a drink now. :)

The Bella Bracelet dream

I might have mentioned about the dream but I just had another one (probably since I've been DYING to get the bracelet before the movie comes out!). Of course it had to have Guillermo in it too (who else!)

So for my 27th birthday I got the Bella bracelet from Guillermo (I probably was bugging him so much he got it for me to shut me up...typical Guillermo. LOL).  I never took that bracelet off for months, dangling the charms every chance I got.  Pretty much I was in LOVE with my bracelet.  Our 2 year anniversary comes along and that Friday (the Friday in real time that I would be going to the BSB concert but can't because stupid posers got all the tickets! Grr...) Guillermo asked me for the bracelet.  GASP! I didn't want to give it to him because that was my bracelet.  After some convincing and guarantees that the bracelet would be safe, I gave it to him and promised he would give it back on Sunday (our anniversary day).  You know that was the most torturious weekend ever because I didn't have my bracelet. LOL

Sunday comes along and Guillermo has this nice day planned but all I wanted was my bracelet back (vain, probably but this was my favorite jewerly! Especially from him too!) but I'm not that mean to tell him to give it to me.  Sadly I don't remember what we did except at the end when we went back to our spot by LAX. (Another story).  Smiling, Guillermo takes out a small, blue box and gives it to me and says that's my anniversary gift.  Ok even though I was complaining about not having my bracelet, I was excited to get another gift. LOL. So I open it and there was my bracelet! He helps me put it back on and there I go, spinning the charms around until I noticed something was different.  Guillermo laughs and points to the new one: a WALLE charm.  Then he tells me "Though you love Edward and Jacob and you think I'm these guys, WALLE will be there to remind you of that guy you fell in love with first."  (aww...!)

I think besides the Joe Jonas dream, I love this dream the most.  Now I have to go buy my bracelet since harassing people is not working. LOL.

My new Joe Jonas Dream

Joe Jonas Dream: 
I guess it happened because I was talking to Guillermo this past weekend.  So it starts out the same way: high school, but instead of it being the JONAS high school, it was my high school (Mission).  I was talking to this girl named Julie (she actually went to the Mount, but she was ever so smart and didn't talk to me, though we were in Mock Trial class).  She was trying to get me to go inside our poli sci class (how convienent!) but I didn't want to because I was late (typical..I was always the one that had to be on time or else I didn't go to class) and because JOE JONAS was sitting in my spot.  Finally, after getting a note from the office (which reminded me of my elementary school office) and going into class A HOUR LATE (goodness!) Dr Boutrous (YES! She was even in my dream!) excused me and let me into class (stating something about going out with my dad).  I sat down with a briefcase (Julie's idea because I misplaced my backpack somewhere at school) and then I get a note from Joe.  Apparently he saw me outside and knew why I was so upset to go into class (because I liked him! How could you NOT like Joe of Jonas?).  I was so embarassed I didn't even look up the rest of the period.  Joe pulled an Edward in "Twilight" by running out of class when the bell rang and I felt so bad.  To make it worst, NICK JONAS comes over to me and tells me that his brother is not interested in me, BUT he would help me out.  The deal was I would help Nick with his English class and he would get Joe to talk to me.  Julie said no because Nick's a prankster, but hey any chance to help a Jonas I will do :)

Turns out, I didn't need Nick's help because later that day (actually afterschool) Joe comes up to me and starts talking to me.  Best of all, he made me my own set of notes that I missed from class (AWW...) Why did it remind me of Guillermo?  Because when Joe took me out for ice cream (our 1st date/"outing") he was driving an Altima (Guillermo's car--exactly the way he has it now, including that ugly pink rally monkey hanging in the back of the passenger seat). 

My review "The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner"

The new novella by Stephanie Meyer is about the newborn vampire Bree Tanner. This really gives the reader perspective into what life is like for a vampire, especially one that is not a Cullen and not a vegetarian. There is also another vampire that is not mentioned in Ecplise but is important to who Bree becomes at the end: Diego. At the beginning, Diego befriends Bree and becomes close towards the end. Sadly we can only imagine what could have been because Diego is killed before the fight.

The novella also shows how naive the rest of the vampires are. Besides Bree and Fred (the only vampire in the group that has 'talent'), the other newborns believed everything Riley (the leader and Victoria's lover) told them. To the end, the newborns didn't know they didn't stand a chance against the Cullens.

For those that read Ecplise, Bree is a bad vampire that decided to give up. After you read Bree's story, you realize she was never a bad vampire to begin with. You feel bad for Bree at the end because she lost Diego, the only person she cared for. She also lost her freedom because of what happens at the end but she went, knowing 2 things: Riley paid for Diego's death and she realized not all vampires (especially the Cullens) are bad.

I recommend this book to every Twilight fan and I will be the first to say "Team Bree!" LOL.

Never eat bread with white powder again!

Because yours truly did that, thinking it was good for you. Actually, it was mold and that was why I was feeling sick and couldn't eat or hold anything down Tuesday night and all day Wednesday. While making friends with the toilet while keeping Tobey calm and watching Sassy, I have decided I will give up bread. This morning, however, I am eating a donut.

So I found out that Sassy is a vampire in training. Why? She bites!! I woke up at 5am yesterday because I couldn't sleep and she was out jumping around. Again she let me hold her but man, I became her chew toy! I have bite marks and scratches all over my hands and arms.

Funny dream I had yesterday and YES it involves Guillermo. We were at Nancy's wedding and I was leaning on his shoulder during the ceremony, in which he does his cute "HI" to me. Then after the reception we head back to his house and we were talking about weddings and stuff. Guillermo then asked if I saw myself marrying him and I said "maybe." We got into this discussion about us marrying each other and then he says, "Well I guess I can't give you this." Because I'm the curious type, I tell him to show it to me and he opens his nightstand and pulls out a small box. He gives it to me and when I open it, it's his school ring. Guillermo then goes that the ring is like a promise ring and when we are ready then he'll get me an engagement ring. Here's the weird part: I start reading Ecplise and it's the part when Edward gives Bella the engagement ring! I start laughing because that's how (if this ever happens!) Guillermo would be.

quicky

Right now I am trying to read the latest Twilight book "The Short Second Life of Bree Tanner" but of course I can't do that. LOL.

I'm excited that Sassy let me hold her and pet her this morning. I hope she lets me pet her again tonight. :)

Guillermo emailed me, confused as always as to why I deleted him from my FB. I went ahead and added him again but I think it's to just check up on me to see what I'm doing. Well I'm not giving him pleasure to see how miserable I am without him.

More blogging tomorrow.