So my work computer didn't even want me to post it because it shut off on me (and all my work was lost so I have to get back to work. LOL). Anyway, yesterday I started to write this and this scene is kinda how I think our last outing will be. Sad, yes I know but in reality this is mostly how it will turn out. I left it open because maybe Guillermo will surprise me and actually do something but I know him well enough that he won't.
Lizzy looks at Carlos, both of them red eyed from crying. This wasn't supposed to end up like this, she thought. "What Carlos? Are you just gonna give up and walk away? What happened to the Carlos I knew? The one I fell in love with? Where is he?" She felt the tears coming down her cheeks but she didn't care anymore.
Carlos just stood there, looking at Lizzy. All he wanted to do was grab Lizzy, hug her and tell her the truth. Something inside him, however, was holding him back from doing that and it was killing him. "Lizzy...I'm...I'm sorry." was all he could get out before he started to cry.
Lizzy stopped and realized, for the first time in their 1 year and 11 month relationship, this was truly over. She was going to turn around and walk away, but decided to finish this off for good. Sighing, Lizzy wiped her eyes and looked at Carlos.
"Carlos, I'm sorry for this. If I hadn't asked for that break we would be fine right now. Instead I got angry after your comment about cheating on me if we hooked up. In this relationship, that's the only thing I regret doing. I will always love you Carlos because you were my 1st everything. Yes we had our moments but mostly we always found our way back to each other. I have such great memories of us, whether it was at the beach or just driving around. You supported me and just being there when no one else was. I'm gonna miss that because after tonight I have to face the fact you won't be around anymore."
Lizzy starts to cry and leans over and kisses Carlos one more time, reminding her of their first kiss a year ago. Carlos didn't say anything when Lizzy stood and turned around. As she walked away, Lizzy wished and even prayed that Carlos would stop her from leaving but nothing happened.
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