Of course the day I come back to work, there's no supervision......

AND NO WORK FOR ME!!! YIKES!!

So, I'll just blog and make it seem like I'm working on billing stuff so the other supervisors (or the lead that for some odd reason does not like me since I started working here) won't throw me to the non-Jacob pack wolves (aka: the PHONES).

What I did since the last time I posted? Hmm....
1. Off work again because my leg swelled up again but not as bad like last time.
2. Couldn't go to Disneyland on Sunday because of the leg situation but had fun at home
3. Another Cinderella Story is still my favorite movie but it doesn't make me sad like before.\
4. Downloaded more songs from the soundtrack Another Cinderella Story
5. Suddenly have an urge to dance (crazy, huh? Of course if I tried it now I would end up right back in the hospital. LOL)
6. Realized I do not want to see my dad's family because frankly they get on my nerves and I don't want to be around that right now during my recovery.
7. Still trying to write letters to people but when I start, I never finish it (Sorry Carilly but it's coming!!)
8. Realized that making peace with Angie wasn't a good thing because I haven't heard anything back from her.
9. Decided based on #8 not to make peace with Katie
10. I spend too much time thinking when I'm just laying in bed with my leg elevated and can't fend for myself. LOL

Oh and add another thing on the list of stuff: I haven't had ANY inclination to text or even want to talk to Guillermo since the last text I sent him. I think that's what I needed: closure. I told him how I felt, then told him I never regret the things we did, he wants to still be friends and there you go. Yes maybe it would be nice to have him text me to see how I'm doing (I told him I would be better in a few weeks) but I'm not thinking about it or anything anymore. Maybe if I had done this sooner, like a week before my birthday, I would have been so much better.

OH, RANDOMness! I found cds that I made at the Mount of old songs so I started listening to them in the car this week. I can't believe the stuff I downloaded! I guess it was the Mount coodies or something. LOL. Anyway, I found this song that it could have been my official break up song. Then I looked at the title of the cd: LOVE SONGS to cry over. It got me thinking: Who would I be in love with that I would have LOVE SONGS? I know for certain there was Jimmy but he had too many issues (Plus he was with Angie and that's how the whole drama started between Katie and Angie). Irene had some guy she met online and Rebecca had some 17 year old guy from school and of course Katie had no one so it made me think. Was it somehow a precursor to what would happen now? Interesting enough it made me watch the Matrix at 8:30 in the morning. LOL.